Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
오랫만 이에요..
Sunday, November 15, 2009
just felt like so.
Goodbye-장근석어떡하죠 바라만 보네요
짧은 인사조차 건낼수가 없네요
시리도록 차가운 내 손 잡아주지만
이제는 그만 보내야하죠
어떡하죠 멀어져 가네요
가슴 가득 눈물만 차오네요
애써 감춰봐도 멈출수가 없어요
끝내 잡지 못한 이 맘을 어떡하나요
사랑했던 그 기억을 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지도 그대라 다행이죠
슬픈 눈물 모아서 안녕
아무것도 해준게 없네요
못나게도 상처만 남겼네요
변해간 맘조차 감싸 안아준사람
이제 보내야할 그대를 어떡하나요
사랑했던 그 기억은 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지도 그대라 다행이죠
숨이 멎을 만큼 아파와 눈물 흘러도
행복했던 그기억은 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지 그대라 다행이죠
닿지 못한 내사랑 이젠 보내야 하죠
오직나를 웃게 할 사람 그대 뿐인걸
사랑이 깊어져 마음이 아파와도
행복했던 그 기억은 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지 그대라 다행이죠
슬픈 눈물 모아서 내가 할 수 있는 일
안녕.
What should I do? All I can do is gaze at you
I can't even extend you a short greeting
My achingly cold hand, don't hold it
Now I have to let you go
What should I do? You grow further away
My chest fills with tears
Even though I try hard to hide it, I can't stop
What should I do with this love I can't end
Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, goodbye
I've done nothing for you
Pitifully I've only left you with scars
You who embraced even my changed feelings
Now I have to let you go. What should I do?
Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall
Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Now I have to let go of this love that was unable to connect
The only person who will make me smile is you
Even though as my love deepens I feel more pain
Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, the only thing I can do is say...
Goodbye
Sunday, November 8, 2009
the art of writing
그댈 닮은 사람 없어도 나는 그댈 기억하니까.
어디서든 무얼해도 나는 기억하니까.
그대 이름 같은 사람 없어도 나는 기억하니까.
내가 숨쉬는 동안은 그대 기억하니까.
마음이 아파와.
하고싶은 말은 많지만 가슴 속에 묻어.
너를 그만 보내야 하니까.
사랑했던 사람을 또 다시 나는 안보게.
사랑했던 사람을 난 두 번 다신 안보게 해.
기억으로도 추억으로도 모두 지우게.
그래야 내가 살 수 있을 것 같아.
이제는 더이상.
너를 부정하고 싶지 않은.
나를 알고 있지만.
가까이 있는 널 사랑할 수 없는 걸 알고 있기에.
날 바라볼 수 없는.
널 기다림이 너무 힘들어.
이젠 견딜 수 없어.
이뤄질 수 없기에.
그 이름 이제 적어놓고 나 울먹여.
내 안에 숨고 싶어져.
Monday, October 19, 2009
Ring ding dong!~
Daddy was asking me if I had brought baby out to take photos. And then I realised I haven't really done so! I wanted to use baby to take nice sceneries, but I had been so busy, there hadn't been time for me to do that! :( I promise after the exams end, I will bring baby out...
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
waraku
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
not so good
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
dead tired.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
random post.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
happy 便当!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
beary pillow.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
sun+cloud=smiling tree!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Xiao Guilin
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
AMBER!
Monday, September 7, 2009
라차타!~
Thursday, September 3, 2009
busy.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
心血来潮
对不起朋友。
Friday, August 28, 2009
COOKIES
Haha, i'm not spastic. This is what Professor Leong said during GEK 1005. And it is a totally logical statement. I promised my classmates that I'd blog about this. So here it is!ㅋㅋㅋ...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
비가 왔어. 난 슬퍼요.
忘れないで - Tohoshinki/ 東方神起
I can feel your presence on the path we always walk on
Quietly closing my eyes wishing
that this feeling will never go away
I want to become the wind and envelop you in my arms
I want to fly to the world you're in
I want to see you, I want to see you
I will always wait for you
Because I just can't forget you
The night that I felt you
was already broken
The sweet drifting memories become stronger, Baby
I never want this to end
and hold your hand tighter
I can't leave you
I want to become the wind and envelop you in my arms
and fly to the world you're in
because I want to see you, I want to see you
I'll be waiting for you
I'll be waiting for you
Because I just can't forget you
I'll always be here, I won't forget you
Thursday, August 20, 2009
as spastic as ever
Monday, August 17, 2009
rawr.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
complicated.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
남의 속도 모르고
엘리슨.사랑했던 사람을 또 다시 나는 안보게
사랑했던 사람을 난 두 번 다신 안보게 해
기억으로도 추억으로도 모두 지우게
그래야 내가 살 수 있을 것 같아
이별했던 사람과 또 다시 나는 안보게
이별했던 사람과 난 두 번 다신 안보게 해
우연이라도 스치더라도 알지 못하게
제발 마주치지 않길
속도 모르고 남의 속도 모르고
사랑하는 내 맘도 그댄 모르고 원망하지마
사랑하면서 보내려는 내 맘도
바보같이 모르고 아파하지마
남의 속도 모르고
사랑하는 사람과 또 다시 나는 안보게
사랑하는사람과 난 두 번 다신 안보게 해
우연이라도 스치더라도 알지 못하게
제발 마주치지 않길
속도 모르고 남의 속도 모르고
사랑하는 내 맘도 그댄 모르고 원망하지마
사랑하면서 보내려는 내 맘도
바보같이 모르고 아파하지마
남의 속도 모르고
자꾸 울지마 남의 속도 모르고
모질게 말하지마 내 맘 무너져 흘러내려와
잡고 싶어도 다시 잡고 싶어도
아무말 조차도 못하는 내 가슴은 또 찢어지니까
행복하라고 너는 행복하라고
그래서 보내니까 너 하나만은 행복하라고 제발
I will never see the person I loved again,
I will never see the person I loved ever again.
So I can erase everything from memories,
So I can live.
I will never see the person I said good-bye to again,
I will never see the person I said good-bye to ever again.
So I won’t recognize even if we pass by chance,
So we will never cross.
Not knowing my heart, not knowing my heart.
Don’t hate me not knowing I love you.
Don’t foolishly feel hurt not knowing I’m trying to let you go while I still love you.
Not knowing my heart.
I will never see the person I loved again,
I will never see the person I loved ever again.
So I won’t recognize even if we pass by chance,
So we will never cross.
Not knowing my heart, not knowing my heart.
Don’t hate me not knowing I love you.
Don’t foolishly feel hurt not knowing I’m trying to let you go while I still love you.
Not knowing my heart.
Don’t cry not knowing my heart.
Don’t speak in hate. My heart collapses and drains.
I want to hold on to you, I want you hold on to you again,
but my heart that cannot say anything rips apart again.
Be happy, you have to be happy.
Thats why I am letting you go.
So please be happy.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
이상
Monday, July 27, 2009
kpop love.
I'm home trying to catch up on the videos that I haven't been watching. This video is really cute. where Ft talk about Shinee's Key. Yay, I love Shinee and F.t so this vid is good proof of how they are actually good friends behind the scene. Jaejin talked about Key's almighty introduction and Hongki laughed at him, saying that his intro should be "Hello, I'm Buddha's finger, Lee Jaejin!". ^^
Another reason why you should love f.t! cause they are serious though they have fun. When Hongki sings, he gets into his singing! Although he's just as playful. Kekek. he wanted to laugh at the start. Beware though, the irritating MC kept screaming during the song. =.=
Gaaaa, gotta get back to watching Shinee on 지금은 꽃미남시대. 잘가!~
Elison.
Friday, July 24, 2009
많이 아파.
Hadn't been feeling very well lately. Must be that my mind has been too preoccupied. I came home from school today and rested, slept for like 4hours...but I woke up feeling worse than before. Took 2 paracetamols and couldn't go to bed thereafter. Yesterday I scalded my hand when I put it into the oven. Today hasn't been a good day either. I took the morning train and experienced how insanely rude and kiasu Singaporeans are. I fell down and scraped my knee against the drain when I alighted outside the YIH bus stop. I had diarrhoea and felt really groggy. Man... I took comfort that I met some very nice seniors at the matriculation fair. Left my contact details at so many booths I can barely remember. University life is so complicated with all the module bidding, and growing up to be an adult. I need a vision.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
panadol and alcohol?
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
for paedos.
Monday, July 20, 2009
머리가 아파요...
난 생각보다 더 어렵다.
사람의 마음을 난 못 알겠다.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
cause you had a bad day.
Teacher: How do you find Singapore's weather?Me: Warm, very very warm!Teacher: Do you hate it?Me: Yes.Teacher: Why?Me: *stares at her and into space*
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
미안해.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
updates.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
contemplates.
Friday, July 3, 2009
oh...두부...
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
재미있었어요!
Monday, June 29, 2009
bloob bloob blue~
Sunday, June 28, 2009
F.T 아일랜드 쇼케이스
F.T 아일랜드 쇼케이스 @ St James Power Station, Dragonfly.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
미쳐 미쳐 미쳐 미쳐 미쳐!
Friday, June 19, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Iqueue.
Friday, June 12, 2009
피곤해...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
put me to sleep
At this hour, I know I should be in bed already. But I can't get to sleep with those thoughts on my mind. I tossed around in bed for a while and finally decided to get up and switch on my macbook again to blog.
Thursday, June 4, 2009
열심히해주세요!
Bad night.
심장이 떨리는 Rush
이 순간 모두다 Hush
음악과 하나 같이
Let me talk to U~
I didn't sleep well. I had 2 nightmares in a row. I'm so drained. :( Take it away. The nightmares felt so real. Urgh...I still have to go to school later for the LPP talk.
It feels so good to be back serving God with everyone again. Thanks for giving back my sanity! I love DM. <3
Elison.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
given away.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
잠꼬대 (Please, Don`t Go)
[온유] 어젯밤 꿈속에 네가 내게 다가와
속삭인 그 말이 내 얼굴 만지던 그 머릿결이
[종현] 꿈에서 깨보니 너무나도 선명한데
네가 있는 게 꿈이었단 걸 내 눈가에 고여진 눈물이 말해줬어
*[종현/w온유] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요
제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요
[종현] 다시 눈감아 널 보러 가면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요
[종현] 눈을 떠 보아도 네 모습만 선명한데
네가 있는게 꿈이었단 걸 내 눈물에 비춰진 슬픔이 말해줬어
*[온유/w종현] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요
제발 한번 만 한번 만 날 다시 안아줘요
[온유] 다시 눈감아 널 보게 되면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요
[종현] 애를 써 애를 써도 떼를 써 떼를 써 다시 돌아와
*[종현/w온유] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요
제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요
안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요
제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요
[온유] 다시 눈감아 널 보러 가면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요
Last night
You came to me in my dreams
Whispered those words..
The soft hair that brushed my face
Even after waking from this dream
Everything seems so vivid
The only evidence that you were but a dream
are the tears pooled in my eyesIt can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Just once more, just once more, hold me like this
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right hereEven after opening my eyes
Everything seems so vivid
The only evidence that you were but a dream
is the sadness reflecting from my tearsIt can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Just once more, just once more, hold me like this
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right hereI’ll try and try again
Attempt the impossible again and again
Come back to meIt can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Please hold me again just once, just once
It can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Please hold me again just once, just once
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right here
After I posted this, I went to Ruiliang's blog and I realised we have the SAME blog song. LOL. Shabang Shabang!~
Elison.
Monday, May 25, 2009
하나님 밖에 없는데
와오! 어제 너의 메시지 받아요..
사실이, 난 너무너무 충격이에요.
왜냐하면 너를 처음 이런게 하다.
2년전 부터...
왜 지금까지 기다릴까요?
흐.
난 필요 없어.
나가!
남자는 사랑을 몰라.
To me, you no longer matter.
너 상관 없어.
Elison.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Under my skin~
I'm so bored. Avid readers like Gracie, I'm so sorry for not updating for a week. Ah, i guess it requires some inspiration to write here. Hahah, I'm currently at Grace's house with James. Very bored... what should i do now? hmmm... should i bath? should i play with my hair? or should i adore myself in the mirror? any comment? of what should i do? so sorry i am obsesses about myself! oh my oh my, why the weather is so hot today? feel like not wearing anything at all... do you agree with me? Grace mum is cooking "Kong Ba Bun" for me to eat, cant wait for it!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
irony.
I think that people who commit suicide are actually very courageous people. Having walked out from depression before, I know how difficult it is to take one's own life. It requires a lot of courage. So actually people who kill themselves are very brave. But ironically, they are brave enough to kill themselves, but not brave enough to face up to life's challenges. How funny. =.=