just felt like so.

I just felt in the mood to write.

Sometimes I guess I really hate facebook. I hate the fact that some people have evolved to be just lifeless profile pages. I can only see them off my computer. That's all.

Goodbye-장근석

어떡하죠 바라만 보네요
짧은 인사조차 건낼수가 없네요
시리도록 차가운 내 손 잡아주지만
이제는 그만 보내야하죠

어떡하죠 멀어져 가네요
가슴 가득 눈물만 차오네요
애써 감춰봐도 멈출수가 없어요
끝내 잡지 못한 이 맘을 어떡하나요

사랑했던 그 기억을 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지도 그대라 다행이죠
슬픈 눈물 모아서 안녕

아무것도 해준게 없네요
못나게도 상처만 남겼네요
변해간 맘조차 감싸 안아준사람
이제 보내야할 그대를 어떡하나요
사랑했던 그 기억은 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지도 그대라 다행이죠
숨이 멎을 만큼 아파와 눈물 흘러도
행복했던 그기억은 놓지 말아요
다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지 그대라 다행이죠
닿지 못한 내사랑 이젠 보내야 하죠

오직나를 웃게 할 사람 그대 뿐인걸
사랑이 깊어져 마음이 아파와도
행복했던 그 기억은 놓지 말아요

다시 웃게 해줄 다른 사람 만나도
아픈 이별까지 그대라 다행이죠
슬픈 눈물 모아서 내가 할 수 있는 일
안녕.

What should I do? All I can do is gaze at you
I can't even extend you a short greeting
My achingly cold hand, don't hold it
Now I have to let you go

What should I do? You grow further away
My chest fills with tears
Even though I try hard to hide it, I can't stop
What should I do with this love I can't end

Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, goodbye

I've done nothing for you
Pitifully I've only left you with scars

You who embraced even my changed feelings
Now I have to let you go. What should I do?
Please don't forget that we loved each other
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Even though the pain stops my breath and my tears fall

Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Now I have to let go of this love that was unable to connect

The only person who will make me smile is you
Even though as my love deepens I feel more pain

Please don't forget that we were happy
Even if you meet someone else who makes you laugh
The farewell is painful, but I'm glad that it was you that I loved
Gathering my sorrowful tears, the only thing I can do is say...

Goodbye

I just need to hide this.

Elison.

the art of writing

My apologies for the lack of updates on my beloved blog. But writing to me is more of an art, definitely more than mere words. It requires the right timing, the right weather, the right feel, and substantial content. There's a kairos moment to it. Okay okay, I'm talking rubbish, I know. =.=

It's been a while since I blogged. I was pretty caught up with all the project meetings. Now that marketing presentation is over, there are more things to come! Like movie filming, drama rehearsals, and exams. Well, it's a ton of work, and work is never-ending. There's no time to complain, but to put in my best effort in all these that I'm doing. :D It's going to be tough maybe, but it's definitely a period of stretching and enlarging my capacity and abilities. Nonetheless, it's a joy to serve God. It always feels good to go for rehearsals and church. :)

다시 그 때로 가면 우리 만날 수 있을 것 같아.
그댈 닮은 사람 없어도 나는 그댈 기억하니까.
어디서든 무얼해도 나는 기억하니까.
그대 이름 같은 사람 없어도 나는 기억하니까.
내가 숨쉬는 동안은 그대 기억하니까.
마음이 아파와.
하고싶은 말은 많지만 가슴 속에 묻어.
너를 그만 보내야 하니까.
사랑했던 사람을 또 다시 나는 안보게.
사랑했던 사람을 난 두 번 다신 안보게 해.
기억으로도 추억으로도 모두 지우게.
그래야 내가 살 수 있을 것 같아.
이제는 더이상.
너를 부정하고 싶지 않은.
나를 알고 있지만.
가까이 있는 널 사랑할 수 없는 걸 알고 있기에.
날 바라볼 수 없는.
널 기다림이 너무 힘들어.
이젠 견딜 수 없어.
이뤄질 수 없기에.
그 이름 이제 적어놓고 나 울먹여.
내 안에 숨고 싶어져.

Elison.