drowning.

所谓人望高处看，可是如果高处太摇不可及，那该如何？

It's like I am thrown overboard in the storm and left to survive in the ocean. Every single time I feel like I finally struggled through to stay afloat, another tsunami hits, and the impact pushes me back, deep into the ocean. It seems that I might just drown, I might just die this time. I am gasping for oxygen.

I remembered when i was 15, i made that prayer to God. A foolish, childish prayer. Little did i expect, when i was 20, I would make that same prayer again.

Stephie.