Sunday, March 30, 2008

I feel pretty,..oh so pretty..

It's a random day. I feel pretty! :)


I was just feeling sad that the other day when I accompanied Jaslyn out to hall 2, I missed meeting Pastor Kong, Pastor Derek and Pastor Aries. But newcomers' tea they'll be there too! haha, not that I'm very new to City Harvest, just that I only just finished my CIC after finishing AFV. LOLx.

Going for ministry later. So exciting, the expo and jw teams are coming tgt to watch the dramas! :)

Bio test on Tuesday. I just LOVE Biology. Though there's much to study for application syllabus.

OH OH! And I want to watch the pillowman. Anyone interested, PLEASE TELL ME!

Stephie.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Christ

The music filled up the room. My heart pulsated as I watched him get whipped. My flesh ached at the sound of the nails being hammered. I know all that was going on was an act, a rehearsal, there wasn't even costume or blood smeared, but the atmosphere felt different. I had a revelation. The pain felt real, the back of my eyes felt warm at the mere cry of "Jesus". An innocent man nailed to a tree cursed so that we can be free. Sinless but had to bear all sin so that we can have forgiveness. Today, I know how much this name means to me. I know how it must have been for Him. And a tough sentence to say, "I love You Lord."

It's late in the night already. I ought to be in bed by this time. I'll have to go and do my survey work in the morning. No work means no money. Guess God wants us to be hardworking and not wait for the shekels to come on their own. Rehearsals ended late today. Thanks to weishan for driving me home and sacrificing supper with lucas, ben, nic, adrian, and kexin. Thanks for your ear too. Enjoy SOBA!;)

It's a big family filled with love. All of your lit up my life and gave me what I cannot find elsewhere-love, acceptance, and the leniency to make errors and make up for them. DM is where I love to be in. <3

Stephie.

Monday, March 10, 2008

unannounced.


I am currently in a state of having rollers in my hair. I'm sorry for trying all sorts of means to get my hair curly, and for it to stay at least till the end of the day. Haha.

I think migraine is like getting tormented by spirit, it comes so unannounced, and it hurts so bad that it makes you want to scream or draw a circle on a paper with a cross in it that says "BANG HERE". I so want it to leave me alone.

Drama is on tml. We'll be filming for Sun! I just love drama and I love Kexin. :)

Stephie.