Thursday, June 4, 2009

Bad night.


심장이 떨리는 Rush
이 순간 모두다 Hush
음악과 하나 같이
Let me talk to U~


I didn't sleep well. I had 2 nightmares in a row. I'm so drained. :( Take it away. The nightmares felt so real. Urgh...I still have to go to school later for the LPP talk. 


It feels so good to be back serving God with everyone again. Thanks for giving back my sanity! I love DM. <3


Elison.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

given away.

The mouth, or the tongue to be exact, is a very powerful tool.  As Man, we can try to package ourselves nicely and hide everything evil beneath to cover up our hearts, but the moment our mouth speaks, everything just crumbles and falls off. For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks. 

I feel sorry for you. Cause when you spoke, we witnessed your true character.

Elison.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

잠꼬대 (Please, Don`t Go)




[온유] 어젯밤 꿈속에 네가 내게 다가와

속삭인 그 말이 내 얼굴 만지던 그 머릿결이


[종현] 꿈에서 깨보니 너무나도 선명한데

네가 있는 게 꿈이었단 걸 내 눈가에 고여진 눈물이 말해줬어


*[종현/w온유] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요

제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요

[종현] 다시 눈감아 널 보러 가면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요


[종현] 눈을 떠 보아도 네 모습만 선명한데

네가 있는게 꿈이었단 걸 내 눈물에 비춰진 슬픔이 말해줬어


*[온유/w종현] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요

제발 한번 만 한번 만 날 다시 안아줘요

[온유] 다시 눈감아 널 보게 되면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요


[종현] 애를 써 애를 써도 떼를 써 떼를 써 다시 돌아와


*[종현/w온유] 안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요

제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요

안돼요 안돼요 그렇게 가지마요

제발 한 번만 한 번만 날 다시 안아줘요

[온유] 다시 눈감아 널 보러 가면 그 자리에 멈춘 나를 안아줘요


Last night
You came to me in my dreams
Whispered those words..
The soft hair that brushed my face
Even after waking from this dream
Everything seems so vivid
The only evidence that you were but a dream
are the tears pooled in my eyes

It can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Just once more, just once more, hold me like this
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right here

Even after opening my eyes
Everything seems so vivid
The only evidence that you were but a dream
is the sadness reflecting from my tears

It can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Just once more, just once more, hold me like this
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right here

I’ll try and try again
Attempt the impossible again and again
Come back to me

It can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Please hold me again just once, just once
It can’t be, It can’t be,
Please don’t leave like this
Please hold me again just once, just once
If I close my eyes to go see you again
Hold the one who has stopped right here

After I posted this, I went to Ruiliang's blog and I realised we have the SAME blog song. LOL. Shabang Shabang!~


Elison.

Monday, May 25, 2009

하나님 밖에 없는데

Okay. I've finally chosen the course to go to. NUS Bizad. Ahh, thinking about it just makes me wanna laugh. I really vividly remember saying that I'll never study in NJ and I'll never study business. But I guess God has proven it the other way around. Whatever it is, although I'm going to battle with Economics once again, I'm pretty much still excited for school. Yay, Nus Bizad. Here I come! I have so many goals set just for this. LOL.


와오! 어제 너의 메시지 받아요..
사실이, 난 너무너무 충격이에요.
왜냐하면 너를 처음 이런게 하다.
2년전 부터...
왜 지금까지 기다릴까요?
흐.
난 필요 없어.
나가!
남자는 사랑을 몰라.


To me, you no longer matter.
너 상관 없어.

Elison.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

That post is so not done by me...=.=

Under my skin~



I'm so bored. Avid readers like Gracie, I'm so sorry for not updating for a week. Ah, i guess it requires some inspiration to write here. Hahah, I'm currently at Grace's house with James. Very bored... what should i do now? hmmm... should i bath? should i play with my hair? or should i adore myself in the mirror? any comment? of what should i do? so sorry i am obsesses about myself! oh my oh my, why the weather is so hot today? feel like not wearing anything at all... do you agree with me? Grace mum is cooking "Kong Ba Bun" for me to eat, cant wait for it! 

Hmmm ya remind me to take $$ from James for the guitar picks, i think it around $2... haha oh my, james is indecisive, so lazy... grace is so hilarious, as usual... she cant wait to watch the legend... it the korean drama that aired quite long ago... She wanna watch monster VS alien in 3D format, anybody wanna tag along? 

Felt abit tired now, after helping james to translate the korean word for his assignment... haha, i am seriously indulging in myself... i am so high because i listen to the song from the legend... heehee... i am eating the Bun now... Grace mum deliver the food to me liao... but i havent say grace yet... Lol... Grace is here, why do i need to say it? lame lah... agree with me?

we are watching the korean drama now, the guy was shouting "city hall" for no reason... Lol... oh the drama has no english substitles, too bad for james and grace... i can understand what they talking... i am evil... now grace is restarting the whole drama again... wasting time... i keep on saying setup but grace dont follow my instruction... hai... i am smart yeah? somehow i feel so "ke lian" now Grace said the girl is"chio" in the drama... hmmm i dont think so, i think i more chio... heehee, self praise = international disgrace... Grace again, but now i DIS grace... sorry grace...

Steph-

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

irony.

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I was watching channel 8 drama earlier and a thought struck my head.

I think that people who commit suicide are actually very courageous people. Having walked out from depression before, I know how difficult it is to take one's own life. It requires a lot of courage. So actually people who kill themselves are very brave. But ironically, they are brave enough to kill themselves, but not brave enough to face up to life's challenges. How funny. =.=

Yay, stephie loves xuanie and oppa! :DDDD

Elison.