I feel pretty,..oh so pretty..

It's a random day. I feel pretty! :)


I was just feeling sad that the other day when I accompanied Jaslyn out to hall 2, I missed meeting Pastor Kong, Pastor Derek and Pastor Aries. But newcomers' tea they'll be there too! haha, not that I'm very new to City Harvest, just that I only just finished my CIC after finishing AFV. LOLx.

Going for ministry later. So exciting, the expo and jw teams are coming tgt to watch the dramas! :)

Bio test on Tuesday. I just LOVE Biology. Though there's much to study for application syllabus.

OH OH! And I want to watch the pillowman. Anyone interested, PLEASE TELL ME!

Stephie.

Christ

The music filled up the room. My heart pulsated as I watched him get whipped. My flesh ached at the sound of the nails being hammered. I know all that was going on was an act, a rehearsal, there wasn't even costume or blood smeared, but the atmosphere felt different. I had a revelation. The pain felt real, the back of my eyes felt warm at the mere cry of "Jesus". An innocent man nailed to a tree cursed so that we can be free. Sinless but had to bear all sin so that we can have forgiveness. Today, I know how much this name means to me. I know how it must have been for Him. And a tough sentence to say, "I love You Lord."

It's late in the night already. I ought to be in bed by this time. I'll have to go and do my survey work in the morning. No work means no money. Guess God wants us to be hardworking and not wait for the shekels to come on their own. Rehearsals ended late today. Thanks to weishan for driving me home and sacrificing supper with lucas, ben, nic, adrian, and kexin. Thanks for your ear too. Enjoy SOBA!;)

It's a big family filled with love. All of your lit up my life and gave me what I cannot find elsewhere-love, acceptance, and the leniency to make errors and make up for them. DM is where I love to be in. <3

Stephie.

unannounced.

I am currently in a state of having rollers in my hair. I'm sorry for trying all sorts of means to get my hair curly, and for it to stay at least till the end of the day. Haha.

I think migraine is like getting tormented by spirit, it comes so unannounced, and it hurts so bad that it makes you want to scream or draw a circle on a paper with a cross in it that says "BANG HERE". I so want it to leave me alone.

Drama is on tml. We'll be filming for Sun! I just love drama and I love Kexin. :)

Stephie.

complex, literally

I love curls.
Could you believe I did that with a flat iron (that of which was meant for straightening hair)?
Okay, I'm trying to take a breather from the uber complex complex questions. (I tried to avoid that alliteration), and I hope that God would give me a revelation on how to solve them.
Easter production rehearsals are heating up now, and sleep has become really precious to me.
Know the life of Christian was never meant to be easy.
Keep me in prayers.
Life me up O Lord...

Stephie.

busy busy...

Busy, busy, busy.
I wish time is on my side.
But then again, God is.
Lead me on I pray.

Stephie.

vexed.

How I wish that relationships will get better...

does anybody care?
does anybody know?
frustration.
I want to look to You O Lord.
Psalm 23

Stephie.

jeremy's birthday

For some reasons, I'm not in the best of moods now.

Emo?

Maybe.

It's really weird cause I don't even know why. Many things went wrong today.

1. I woke up at 1050am, feeling more tired than I have ever felt despite turning in rather early (at least not one of the latest times that I sleep) last night. The muscle aches were bad enough to almost kill me.

2. I had to bathe my dog, which means I will be late if I was going to meet the girls. And I don't quite like being late.

3. The girls were even later than I was. So it ended up that I had to wait for them.

4. We walked around the entire far east, and there was nothing reasonably priced and drop dead gorgeous. I ended up only buying 2 satin belts for $10.

5. I saw a few dresses that I really liked, but there were either too pricey, or were of the wrong colour/material.

6. The rain was SUPER heavy, and my shoes were soaked running around clarke quay. The feeling was really icky.

7. The news of auggie changing church came to me, filled me with shock and lots of question marks.

8. I dislike hearing people asking me about school, cause school is starting soon, and exams will soon follow. And my homework is barely half done.

9. Bad migraine again. I promise to sleep early and bathe early. :(

Yea, basically that should be it. On the bright side, mummy blessed me with 100 bucks to go shopping today, and yes, you didn't have to remind me that I didn't buy anything.

I must get a hold of my stupid and wild emotions.

Stephie.