보고 싶다.

Hah, i'm missing the DM peeps! I can't help but stand in amazement at how cameras really capture the moment. This photo was taken when we were having some random joke that got us all excited and rolling around on the floor. And I guess it really captures the essence of the moment. Like when I photographed lovely last week.

Some people told me they can see how in love lovely is from the photos. I can feel it too! Gosh, the proposal is still fresh in my head. I'm so glad lovely has found the man of her life, and will soon progress to the next stage of her life! I'm so excited for her, even though i know the wedding is still far. But still! it's LOVELY! Hah, this makes me feel like getting married too. LOL.

Ahem, then again, why should girls have long hair? This thought has been pestering me for a while now. I mean, I really love my short hair the way it is, I feel happy, more confident, more at ease, and more "steph" than ever. The hair suits my personality! Being extroverted, bubbly and all. But sometimes i really miss having the long hair! Haha, my hair grows so slowly, will it grow in time for the wedding? Hmmm...

2 down, 3 more to go! Sociology's on early tomorrow morning. I shall stop getting distracted and head back to the books!

stephie.

잘가.

난 미친 것 같아.
我觉得自己很傻。
干么拿热脸去贴人家的冷屁股？

我喜欢雨天，你却喜欢下雨之前的天气。
遗憾的， 每一次下起雨， 我就会想起你。
你已经不是我认识的那个他了。

널 잊어 거야...

stephie.

last night.

어제 밤에 우리 또 만났지만 이야기 못 해.

왜이렇게 나도 몰라.

힘내.

그리고 너.

너 왜이래?

내 인생 너 없으면 좋겠어.

나쁜 남자.

제발...

저한테 연락하지말아.

Stephie.

MAPP

Whee, I'm sitting in school waiting for project meeting to start at 2PM, so meanwhile, I'm taking some time to update my blog! Miss you everyone, sorry for the lack of updates, i've been really busy!

Now that Easter is over, I'm both sad and relieved! I'm suffering from my post-production blues, missing everyone from DM. :( Asia Conference come! Exams GO! I seriously can't wait for the examinations to be over. I'm rushing my final project! ACC1002!~ monday monday monday monday...=.=

I came to school early today to meet the career counsellor for my MAPP review. Gosh, so many things are so true of me, though there are some parts I didn't agree, but most of it really reflected my true self!

"Stephanie prefers and needs change and variety. Change is motivating, stimulating, and energising. Stephanie looks for new options, challenges, assignments, acquaintances, relationships and even new careers in new places. Stephanie tires of sameness, repetition, routine even in activities that were interesting at the start. once things become routine for Stephanie, this becomes motivation to move on to more interesting things. "

Maybe that's why i'm sick and tired of things.

stephie.

drowning.

所谓人望高处看，可是如果高处太摇不可及，那该如何？

It's like I am thrown overboard in the storm and left to survive in the ocean. Every single time I feel like I finally struggled through to stay afloat, another tsunami hits, and the impact pushes me back, deep into the ocean. It seems that I might just drown, I might just die this time. I am gasping for oxygen.

I remembered when i was 15, i made that prayer to God. A foolish, childish prayer. Little did i expect, when i was 20, I would make that same prayer again.

Stephie.

the still of the night

I guess it's always the nights that make people emotional, set them thinking about anything and everything. I'm human, so i think too.

Sometimes i wonder if everything is worth it. Giving up all those things, losing those friends just so to lead this life that I am living right now. There are times when i wonder am i really happy and is there anybody close to my heart. Sometimes the answers get diluted. Then it's time to rededicate back.

Elison.

sleep sleep sleep.

Wow, I haven't blogged for a month! I've been really tired lately, coming home late and leaving home early isn't the best thing for my body. I'm not exactly looking forward to recess week either, cause there's tons of work left to be done then. Sigh, this semester is really draining for me. 1 project per module is disgusting. Urgh, I can't wait to leave for Korea.

I'm still aching all over. Going to bed soon after I'm done preparing for my interview tomorrow morning. P&G is just an amazing organisation. YAWN. Goodnight world. See you soon.

Love,

stephie.