bloodboiling

haughty, there's just so many things in life that can make your blood boil, lose your mind and get fed up over.

cheerios, God is still faithful. I have great papa and mama, a cute dog that i can always cuddle and feel happy doing so, people whom I can turn to to rattle all sorts of nonsense, and there's always all sorts of small and random things like watching CSI and msn-ing can make me jump off my seat and dance. Haha...I like to make stupid noises, funny grunts, anything random to make myself happy and people laugh. what else? serving God with my talents! haha, I'm so glad that I'm going back on stage! What could be more fulfilling than touching 24 000 lives and allowing the Holy Spirit to move through you to do a work in their hearts?

rejoice, there are things out there that matter more than temporal emotions. XD

stephiephoe.

EASTER 08

We were acting cute with the Roman Soldiers. heh..

Weishan and me! He's so gay!

Me, Kexin and Sheila. My darling KEXIN!

Benedict and me. He's the language pro.

Ma and Lucas! :)
Jas, me and San. I love the bosses!

Kate, desperately attempting to kiss me! ahhhhhh...

Wayleon and me! Don't he look like Crayon Shinchan?

Edwin and me! Watch out! He's e manhunt guy okay...

My SHIFU! LOL. cute shelia!

The easter cast.

Another picture of the Expo team.

Me, extremely shocked upon meeting "Jesus"!

Sheila, me, Xante and Kate.

Nic and me, trying to bite Veron's fingers! heh...


Haha, so many photos! I think next year we should really have a photo taking booth and charge ppl for taking photos with the cast and set. How awesome is that? LOLx.

I went for ministry on Sunday. We watched both the JW and Expo dramas. I was crying so badly watching the JW drama! It really reminded me of my first love with God, and regardless of whatever we've done, He still loved us all the same. :) And at the end, we had something like a thanksgiving kind of stuff. We all hugged each other, JW or Expo, we are all one ministry. I remember hugging Sandy and Jaslyn, and crying like a little girl as I thanked them for always believing in me, encouraging me, and giving me the chance to serve God in this ministry, in this manner. And their words of affirmation really touched me. I know the next few months I'm gg to miss them so badly, bleah, DRAMA WITHDRAWAL SYNDROME.

Anyway, things haven't been going exactly well for me. Granny is hospitalised. They cut off her cancerous colon and made another incision for the pipe for her egestion in the future. Cousin Kenny is still in the hospital. His swelling has gone down, but the doctors say that his liver is swollen and his white blood cell count is rather high, in that they suspect him of contracting leukemia. Things may not be going well, but in all these, I put my faith and trust in God. He will make things work for me. :) He is faithful, in that at least my parents' business is good, and I'm doing pretty okay in school. What an AWESOME God we have!

When my world was in darkness...your beauty filled this place...
Stephie.

I feel pretty,..oh so pretty..

It's a random day. I feel pretty! :)


I was just feeling sad that the other day when I accompanied Jaslyn out to hall 2, I missed meeting Pastor Kong, Pastor Derek and Pastor Aries. But newcomers' tea they'll be there too! haha, not that I'm very new to City Harvest, just that I only just finished my CIC after finishing AFV. LOLx.

Going for ministry later. So exciting, the expo and jw teams are coming tgt to watch the dramas! :)

Bio test on Tuesday. I just LOVE Biology. Though there's much to study for application syllabus.

OH OH! And I want to watch the pillowman. Anyone interested, PLEASE TELL ME!

Stephie.

Christ

The music filled up the room. My heart pulsated as I watched him get whipped. My flesh ached at the sound of the nails being hammered. I know all that was going on was an act, a rehearsal, there wasn't even costume or blood smeared, but the atmosphere felt different. I had a revelation. The pain felt real, the back of my eyes felt warm at the mere cry of "Jesus". An innocent man nailed to a tree cursed so that we can be free. Sinless but had to bear all sin so that we can have forgiveness. Today, I know how much this name means to me. I know how it must have been for Him. And a tough sentence to say, "I love You Lord."

It's late in the night already. I ought to be in bed by this time. I'll have to go and do my survey work in the morning. No work means no money. Guess God wants us to be hardworking and not wait for the shekels to come on their own. Rehearsals ended late today. Thanks to weishan for driving me home and sacrificing supper with lucas, ben, nic, adrian, and kexin. Thanks for your ear too. Enjoy SOBA!;)

It's a big family filled with love. All of your lit up my life and gave me what I cannot find elsewhere-love, acceptance, and the leniency to make errors and make up for them. DM is where I love to be in. <3

Stephie.

unannounced.

I am currently in a state of having rollers in my hair. I'm sorry for trying all sorts of means to get my hair curly, and for it to stay at least till the end of the day. Haha.

I think migraine is like getting tormented by spirit, it comes so unannounced, and it hurts so bad that it makes you want to scream or draw a circle on a paper with a cross in it that says "BANG HERE". I so want it to leave me alone.

Drama is on tml. We'll be filming for Sun! I just love drama and I love Kexin. :)

Stephie.

complex, literally

I love curls.
Could you believe I did that with a flat iron (that of which was meant for straightening hair)?
Okay, I'm trying to take a breather from the uber complex complex questions. (I tried to avoid that alliteration), and I hope that God would give me a revelation on how to solve them.
Easter production rehearsals are heating up now, and sleep has become really precious to me.
Know the life of Christian was never meant to be easy.
Keep me in prayers.
Life me up O Lord...

Stephie.

busy busy...

Busy, busy, busy.
I wish time is on my side.
But then again, God is.
Lead me on I pray.

Stephie.